Saturday, 10 September 2022

Amsterdam trip

 My boyfriend surprised me with a trip to Amsterdam for my birthday!
We stayed for 4 days and went to so many places and museums and had so much fun.
Here are some pictures. Some of them you might have seen if you saw them on my insta stories.

Excalibur Bar
Loved this bar, got their t-shirt also, I'll show it at some point cause its so cool!


Basilica of Saint Nicholas

Artis Zoo


Heineken Experience

The Heineken Experience was pretty cool, they took us to a tour on the old factory got to taste some beer, had weird light shows, got to make our own Heineken bottle with our choice of text and bring it home, and there was a bar at the end where we got some more beer. BEER!

Torture museum

Maritime Museum

Kattenkabinet

House of Bols
Also an interesting tour in the history and making of Bols gin and also got a drink of our choice at the bar. I fell in love with the elderflower Bols but I think I cant find that from Finland. :(
We actually only went there because we tried to get to Van Gogh museum but it was sold out.

Body Worlds

Red light district






Just some places we visited, didn't take pictures of everything. Took more pictures than usual which is good enough I suppose. Could have stayed for more days, so much was left that we didn't have time to see. A very beautiful city all in all.

Saturday, 9 July 2022

Lifes shit and then you die

I'm still alive, kinda, maybe.
I have been away from my social medias for over a year. Part of it is just plain lazy most of it was emotional agony and trauma I was put through by my ex. Took me a while to heal and feel good about myself again. He turned out to be one hugely shitty person and I should have seen it coming. I was emotionally abused for 2 years straight. Lied to daily. 
Finally it all came out and I left.

I moved to Tampere, tried to get my life together. It felt like a hard thing at first, but after the move I realized I have never been truly happy in my old life. First time I was truly happy was in this tiny studio apartment, in a city I love, having my own space, being able to fully be in control of my own life. Also found a part time job which is the best job I have ever had. Found an amazing partner who is the kindest person I have ever met. One I know would never hurt me. 

I think the whole experience really made me grow as a person. As cliché as it sounds.
I know what kind of people I want in my life and all others can kiss my ass goodbye. 

I was kinda planning on making a long as post with punch of pictures I have taken during the last year. But I just wanted to post these first. So I guess stay tuned for that. I'll get in more detail what my life is like now in that post. I'm just really jazzed about this jacket I made. Its not yet finished but I'm a bit unsure where to go from here with it.

Jacket - Second hand, diy by me
Skirt - Second hand
Boots - Hard leather Stuff
Necklace - DIY
Pouch - Sewn by me
Belt with chains - Etsy
Top - Dollskill


I'm a bit rusty with outfit pictures and all this blogging stuff so excuse me. I wore this outfit to and Evanescence concert, which was a while ago. 


Anyways see you soon! (fingers crossed)




Tuesday, 30 March 2021

Standstill

 I found this very cool flowy top second hand from ebay. I love everything about it, but for some reason I have found it to be a hard garment to style. But anyways here it is on me.

Life seems to stand still a lot. Not much happens. I have some upcoming collabs coming up soon and I am fairly excited about those! But I'm going to keep those a secret for now! Also I am planning to stream some games today if my internet allows me to. Starting about 11-12pm eest summer time.

Leather top - Second hand
Satin Top - Second hand
Belt - Etsy
Leggings - Only
Shoes - Demonia
Choker - Killstar

Lately out of stream I have been playing Valheim and Witcher 3. Valheim really was so much better than I excepted, especially when playing with a friend! Best multiplayer game I have played in a while. 
Witcher 3 I have completed on ps4 a while back, but I got it for my pc as well. I just wanted to do more of the side quests and see the things I missed. It's a great game all around so I don't mind starting all over.
 


Does anyone else have a standstill on life? Or is it just me.

Monday, 22 March 2021

March outfit

I don't have much to say for today. Just dumping these pictures for you to look at!

Bolero - Queen of Darkness
Top - Boohoo 
Waist belt - Poizen Industries
Top skirt - Lip Service
Bottom Skirt - Second hand
Legwarmers - Etsy, Raintower
Shoes - Demonia
Scarf - Second Hand
 




See ya soooon!

Saturday, 6 March 2021

Spikey

We have had a few very warm days over here, and I was already full on waiting for spring to come. But now it's snowing again. Fuk dat.

The new kittens are adjusting well. Willy is still a bit skittish and still mostly sleeps in the safe place we made for them, but Tikru already loves to follow you around and observe all the things you do. But they still don't want people touching them. They just need some time.

Belt - Disturbia
Skirt - Shein
Top - Shein
Tulle skirt - Etsy
Collar - Some sex shop
Jacket - AliExpress
Shoes - Demonia

I don't know why I have been drawn to full leather looks lately. Well fake leather looks. Only thing that is real leather in this look is the collar.

I just might have splurged on a killstar onesie... I have never used or owned a onesie but I felt like it would be prefect to just throw on and do some streaming if I'm feeling a little lazy. I haven't received it yet, but I'm waiting on pins and needles!  

See you soon!


Monday, 22 February 2021

Whiplash

It's been a while.
Lots of things happened and I just felt too overwhelmed for a while to post anything.  

Shrug - AliExpress
Top - SheIn
Shoes - Pleaser
Hat - Cybershop

I really want to stream soon, maybe today maybe tomorrow, but I don't want to jinx it. I have some games I have been saving to play in stream for the first time so there's that.



Early fall our dear sweet cat Luna passed away. I was already depressed but it really lead me to find a whole new rock bottom. I felt like nothing would ever get me out of bed ever again. 

At the start of the year we started to wonder if we should look at some rescue cats. I wanted my cat Nipsu to have someone to play with. It kinda felt a bit soon, but I was still browsing some rescue cat pages every once in a while. 

Few weeks ago I laid my eyes on Tikru on Vakka-Suomen animal protection page. She was a 9-month old little playful little tiger. We called them up and they also offered us Willy, he was Tikrus brother, same age. I didn't want to separate them so we just took them both.

The kittens were born in the wild and had never been handled by humans so of course they are still very scared of us. But they like playing with us and Nipsu, and we even managed to pet Tikru a few times. I'm hopeful Nipsu will show them how nice is it to be pet and held so maybe one day!


Willy or Vili for short

Tikru


Sunday, 4 October 2020

Fall Leaves Appreciation

 Today me and my boyfriend visited the Uusikaupunki cemetery for the first time ever. There is a small section of old graves and I wanted to see them! There were few interesting gravestones, one of which towered like 4 meters in the air, as well as one that was eaten by a tree. There was also a maple that was struck by lightning. All these wonders and I took pictures of me and the leaves. I was in too much awe I guess. 

 I have had this Punk Rave dress for ages but I have not worn it much, but today it felt like it really fit my Fall mood. Though it feels like the sleeves of this dress are an annoying length on me, but the hood is a killer!


I am pretty excited about the weather getting colder since I can start doing many layers to my outfits again! Warm and comfy layers! Though I hope it doesn't get too cold. That's not good either.

Dress - Punk Rave
Belt - Killstar
Shoes - Flea Market


I got myself a jump rope! I have not jumped rope since like 3-4th grade, but I heard it's great exercise and I wanted to add it to my routine next to yoga and Ringfit. I'm glad I still can jump rope after all these years! 
I really want to shake off some excess kilos that haunt me. I did get rid of some previously, but I kinda fell back when depression hit.
   

I'm pretty sad we don't have a big maple tree in our yard. We have couple of small ones and a medium one behind our trashcan thing. But nothing really beats the quantity of leaves that fall from a grand maple.


I hope you are having a great Fall!


I have gotten my sleeping schedule back on track for streaming as well! So hopefully I am able to do some steams next week and not fall asleep after one hour. 
See you soon!