Lucky bastard

I brushed my wig straight couple of days ago and then restyled it again. I remember someone asking for a wig styling post... I'm sorry I was supposed to do it this time but I was already half way with the teasing when I remembered. And this time I used the strongest hairspray I have so I have no idea if it will ever come off. xD

Geez this makeup makes my eyes look so weird.

Life has been weird lately. My boyfriend got really sick last week and I even had to drive him to the emergency room a couple of times. I had never driven in this city, which is weird considering we have been living here for more than two years.  I was just really scared about driving at a place I have not driven before. But after being forced to drive, everything went really well and now I have been driving all over the place every day. It's so weird how I didn't see how easy it would be to drive to flea markets and to stores. It's like a new world has opened up for me haha!

But yeah my boyfriend is all better now.

Stay up's - H&M
Everything else - Thrifted

Tuesday was really weird as well. I woke up early in the morning and decided I would drive to the flea market. So I did, and found a whole lot of stuff! When I got home, I got a phone call. It was from one the jobs I applied for! They wanted to see me for an interview in 2 hours. I was kinda happy mixed with total terror. What to wear? What to say? What papers do I need with me? I was shivering and clothes flying all over the apartment. In the end I pulled off a pretty official look. The interview went very well and they said they'd call me next week if they have a job for me.. So fingers crossed!

But yeah this is what I picked up from the flea market! It was a very lucky day!

I call this the "There probably wont be anything interesting at the flea market today".

Kuva, jonka @hukutettu_nukke julkaisi 29. 03ta 2016 klo 5.21 PDT

One thing that still bothers me tough. I saw the most awesome skirt in the flea market but I am so pissed that it's price tag had come off. So I couldn't buy it. I have gone back to see if it has a price yet 2 times but still no luck. I might just need to let it go then.. At least I found some tarot cards and a tarot book for a few euros when I went to check again today.

Other thing that pisses me is that there has appeared a scratch on my 3ds upper screen! It annoys me so so much! I hate scratches in my things with passion. I do have a protector on the bottom screen, but I don't even know why, since when you play you always look at the top screen. Why the hell didn't I get a protector for the top screen as well? I already thought about buying a new... new 3ds because of that damn thing! I am sorry, this rant was most unnecessary thing ever written... :'D

Light owl

Shirt - Flea market
Net shirt - Ebay
Belts - Flea markets
Skirt - Self made
Shoes - Second Hand

Today felt like I wanted to bring out my new winks. I adore them! One thing that annoys my slightly is that the bat buckles really want to get stuck on places, haha! You can see in these pictures that my left (from my view) shoes top buckle is not properly shut. That's because it got it stuck in the sofa and I didn't notice it opened a little. Other than that, they are perfect!

I was thinking that I would walk around the town's flea markets on Wednesday and maybe some craft stores as well (and some places I can get some seeds). And maybe make a follow me around kinda video. If I can get enough footage for it to be interesting.

Look at that sexy cat hair on my shirt.

I'm kinda glad I have this blog. It kinda is the only hobby I feel like I can do all the time. Sometimes I just don't feel like drawing or painting or playing games.. But I'm always in the mood for blogging! And it's awesome for a person with no school or job. Hopefully that will change though. 

Also! Look at my new table lamp! I had been eyeing this thing in Prisma for some time and when I decided that I needed a table lamp for the bedroom, this one immediately came to mind.

Now I can read books before going to bed, and I don't have to turn on the ugly ceiling light. Am I the only one, or does anyone else just hate ceiling lights?

The weather prediction showed that next week will be quite warm, so I was thinking about getting some seeds growing then! I can't wait to fill our balcony with plants again!

Travel bat

Sorry for the extra week of silence. I was supposed to update on Monday but I got a horrible migraine and it lasted till late Tuesday. It was terrible, all I could do is to roll around the bed in agony.

Wig - Ebay
Necklace - Glitter
Dress - H&M
Other layers - Random flea market skirt, shirt and  vest.
Gloves - Ebay

I got this new wig some weeks ago. Definitely not as good as my other one, but it looks good with hoods and hats, and that's what I was looking for all in all. Had to do some cutting on it tough.

I was very optimistic about the growth of my own hair and I bought a black dye pack already. Soooon!

 The student searches started today.. And I have some schools I want to apply to, so wish me luck! They are mostly crafty or artsy lines, I have wanted to apply to something like that for ages. 

Also I made the best second hand find in months and months... Look at these babies! These are real leather so I imagine they can take a little more beating than my similar longer ones from demonia. They don't have a makers name on them so they are bit of a question mark, but they fit great and I can't wait to go creeping around town in them!

I finally paid off my camera and I was thinking a new thing to save my money for. And I kinda set my heart on Interrailing! I want to go all around Europe in the summer of 2017! Or if I don't quite get the budget for that then it's WGT. Have you been interrailing? Please share your experience! I would really like to know!  

Needle through a bug

Just a quick update today. I got a video interview to a summer job, and I'm planning on doing it tomorrow so wish me luck!

Headband - flea market
Masquerade shirt - their own website
The long sleeve shirt - Flea market
Collar - Flea market
Skirt - H&M
Belts - Flea markets
Shoes - Demonia, Second Hand

 I re-backcombed the wig today and felt like I wanted it to be epic, and so epic I made it. 

So, can you help me? I can't decide witch back patch should I sew on this vest.

Yarrrrr matey! + What's in my bag + makeup bag?

Some time ago I ordered a cool new fascinator . It has a friggin sailboat on it. I have been dreaming about this hat for some time but it was always seemed like such a expensive item to get, + the custom charges.  

But I was so delighted to find this piece from a Finnish alternative clothing online store!

Fascinator - RQ-BL, Deadfine.fi
Shirt - Lip Service, Second Hand
Skirt - Lindex
Shoes - Demonia

 I kinda wanted today's outfit to match the ship on my head. So I went for a slightly pirate-ish look, haha!

My parents brought me a new tv so at the moment we have 2 big tv's in the living room the other one has ps4 and ps3 connected to it, and the other one has the another ps3 connected to it. I love it that we can play our own things at the same time, or the other one can play, and the other one watch nerflix and we can still be in the same room! So nice.

I haven't bought books in Finnish for a looong time. But I found the encyclopedia of the paranormal from a bookstore sale, and the Kalevala from a flea market. For the non-finns, Kalevala is a our national epic. Basically it's a poetry book that contains Finnish mythology and  folklore.

But now to the weird part! What's in my bag + my make-up bag! I have been wanting to do this for a while so here we go.

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Here's the bag I use the most. Here I have skeleton gloves, coffin bottle opener, my digital camera, a green canvas bag (for flea marketing ;) ). Some receipts and random paper, my wallet, my phone, my dream journal, pen, sharpener, eraser, a pad, my 3ds, keys and a little hair clip!

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 Now to the make up bags. I actually have 2 that I carry around if I spend the night somewhere. Otherwise I don't really carry make up with me.

From the top: Manic Panic Dreamtone foundation, NYX long lasting setting spray, Matt wear from We care icon, Rimmel Stay matte pressed powder.

The middle row: Sharpener, Maybelline lasting drama gel eyeliner, Grimas matte white eyeshadow, Manic panic vampire red blush, Garnier Nordic moisture match illuminating light UV lotion, Natural code Skin perfector Matt makeup color Vanilla, StarGazer pressed white powder and Duo eyelash glue.

Bottom row: Mirror/ hairbrush thing, Eyebrow kit from H&M, Beauty uk prime fx foundation primer, another Moisture match that's almost empty, another natural code that's almost empty, Gina Tricot Beauty eyes eyeshadow, spider hairclip, eyelash curler, powder press thing and a makeup sponge!

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The second bag looks like this.

From the top: Max Factor erace color ivory, Lumene beauty base eye shadow primer, H&M cover up consealer color ivory. Then there is lots of different brushes from various places, most are cheap ass crappy ones. Lumene blueberry eye makeup pencil color white, Rimmel london kohl pencil black, maybelline expression kajal color white.

Bottom row: In the middle there is Pierre Rene eye shadow that I broke. Rimmel exaggerate eye liner, L.A colors jumbo eye pencil , Loreal mega volume miss manga mascara, lip stick black, Seppälä the brilliant lip color, Rimmel stay glossy black lip gloss, Rimmel london lipstick color 170 Alarm, Lipcote lipstick coat and Mirame lip balm.

I'm not going to tell you about each product because it would take forever. But of course if you'd like to know more about any of these, or my experiences, you can comment down below and I will tell you all I know!

Weather defier

Do you ever have that feeling that you want to dress cute, but the weather is holding you down? Well I don't, ahahaa. Well now, of course I wore a long warm jacket over these. :')

I haven't worn these boots in a while, and I just can't figure out why.

Sometimes when surfing on the internet you find things that seem so obvious that you kinda hate yourself for not getting it sooner. Like I found out that most cigarette brands use animal testing. That's just sick. I have never smoked, nor I ever will, but if you are, maybe this gives you little inspiration to maybe try quitting? They harm the smoker, they harm the people around you, they harm the animals, they are just made to bring pain, and make rich guys richer. Obviously you can do what ever the f*** you want though. 100% your decision.

It just hurts me to see how smoking seems to be still part of the goth scene for some reason. Or am I just imagining it?

Another thing I came across, which is totally a happy one, was that there will be more Moomin episodes in two years! Oh my gosh, I am a huge moomin fan, and I just hope they won't slaughter them with the new episodes. Still can't wait!

  

Okay I still love this wig so so much but I ordered another black one. It's a bit different. It's nice to change it up once in a while huh? I'll show it to you once it arrives!

Tube scarf - Flea market
Shrug - Actually a tube scarf, flea market
headband - Flea market
Chain harness - Ali Express
Belts - Flea markets
Shoes - Demonia, Second Hand
Skirt - Flea market

 I used to hate wearing this chain harness. When I first got it it was so hard that it hurt my neck and chest. I have been wearing it occasionally and now I can use it slightly longer since I think it's getting softer.

Also my inner child forced me to buy the Pokemon Alpha Sapphire from a sale. Took it's sweet time getting to me thought!

New shoessss! Don't ya'll love new shoes? I got these second hand in a pretty good price. They have some slight ware on them but nothing major. I really have never been much of a wedge type of person, but the style of these is just so lovely. I have to really think what would look good with these.  But yeah I won't use them before summer thought , I took like 2 steps with them inside and I nearly fell and died.

One thing that bothers me tough. WHY are the buckles brass? I might paint them later on either black or silver. I just can't wear em like that. 

Sometimes I think my attention to detail might be a little too excessive. But suppose that's not necessarily a bad thing?

I was thinking maybe doing a "What's in my bag post" soon... I always wanted to do that one. Also other post suggestions are always welcome.

My spirit animal?

Some time ago my friend tagged me on Instagram to post my spirit animal. Since then, I have been thinking about what really is my spirit animal. I had not really given it that much thought before this. I went over options in my head and even relied on the internet for knowledge. 

I read somewhere that your spirit animal is the animal that you feel like you are drawn to. You might not even realize it yourself. Something that has same traits as you.

So I took a hard long look at my blog, my jewelry, my clothes etc. And I noticed a pattern.. I'm drawn to SPIDERS! No shit Sherlock. I mean it's right there under my nose and I just didn't see it.

Lace shirt - Lip Service, Second hand
Belt - From a Friend
Skirt - Second Hand
Shoes - Demonia, Second hand
Lace collar - Etsy
Lace gloves - Ebay.

So let's break it down. I'd like to say I'm artistic, like the spider who weaves amazing webs.

I'm also independent like the spider, I work best alone.

I can also become absorbed in something for a long time and lose track of time, much like spider weaving it's web.

I also have the ability to see patterns very easily, as does the spider.

I also have a look that some people find ugly and terrifying, but some people really like it. Much like the different opinions that people have of spiders. 

Spiders are my lil spirit bugs. Awesome!

Look at my new bag! I had been looking for a cool pvc bag for a long time. And I came across this demonia coffin bag second hand. Needless to say I had to have it.

Do you know your spirit animal? What is it? :)