Everything beautiful dies

I feel rather sad. I have been noticing that quite a few blogs that I have been following are dying out. Its not just one or two, its more like five-six. Makes me wonder.

I do understand that if you have no more desire to write, then there is really no point.. But I can't see myself quitting.

If my inspirations and the people I just can wait to update, would stop, I don't know what I would do then. I think I would feel differently about the whole blogging thing.

But for now, lets keep on rocking!

I have been having another d.i.y bug biting me lately.

And now I'm using fabric pens to color my shorts black, I love them but I hated their color. Sad thing tho  that my marker ran out of ink, and I was not even halfway. Tomorrow I will go to Tiimari and look for some new fabric markers, I do really hope they have them. I should of had just used fabric dye...

Ohh yeah, I found this "witches cauldron" from a fleamarker. It came with 8 little mugs. Cost me only 1.5e euros. It has this stand where you can put a candle or something to heat the pot. I just love it.

Also some movies. The Ring movies are the original Japanese ones. Now we have the 0, 1 and 2 parts.

Our balcony has been modified a bit. More plant friendly :)

Crappy  crap crap outfit shot. I was not really in the mood of shooting anything better. I'm still trying to build up courage to tell my boyfriend about my blog.. ( Yes I have had this for years and still have not told him ) And maybe try to get him to take some better outfit photos maybe..? I think I will tell him very soooon. Since its really hard to take any good photos on my own.


We have been playing a lot of minecraft recently. It's really addictive.

Here's my part of the village. Weird buildings and stuff.

Well, since I changed my blog to English. I think I should change the whole name of the blog to English too. If anyone has any great suggestions please do tell. I'd like it to somehow relate to my current blog name. :)

Green thumb

I have been feeling so unreal these past days. I was so excited to get to the entrance exams and now it feels like they never happened. Like they were just a silly dream.

I feel like I have nothing to wait for. Like my life has no meaning. On Friday they will hopefully release the acceptance info on my backup school. Even though I am waiting for it, it feels so far away.

To make myself feel a bit better, I went to the flea market, from there I got a nice bunch of clothes and a bag with just 10 euros. The good feeling didn't last long. Didn't surprise me anyway.

I stuffed some greens on our balcony. A strawberry plant and the other one is some sort of crass. There's also a crystal on this here chair. To make my plants feel more powerful.

Well, at least there's already bunch of strawberries on their way.

I'm also trying to grow some flowers. I have a suspicion that the cat has been eating some of these.. Also cat dropped their flower pot once. Poor little ones.

Got these spice shaker things some time ago. Forgot to put stuff in them. Forgot to do a lot of things.

Last night was tolerable. I watched the kitten cam on here: Mythbuster Kittens
And used this: MapCrunch to play a little game that I found on the internet. MapCrunch is a kind of google maps. When you go there it randomly throws you to some part of the world. The idea is to find a airport to get back home. You can't zoom out, even if you wanted to. You're stuck just trying to read the signs and figuring stuff out, while seeing all the beautiful views all around the world. Last night I got thrown in the middle of a forest in Japan. I got from there to a city, but could not find an airport. After a good 2 hours of trying, I had to give up. It is hard, I admit it, but the places you find are just too beautiful. It's a lot of fun too!
You can also pick the country where you want to be thrown if you want.

Didn't know there is Coca Cola machines all around country side in Japan?! I swear, like every 1km theres a cola machine again...and again.. and again... In the middle of the forest too??

(suddenly english? Mietin blogin kielen muuttamista englanniksi, jos jollakin on vahvoja tuntemuksia englannin keltä vastaan voi toki laittaa anomuksen tulemaan. :) )

Asukuva ja piirrustuksia, ei sen enempää

I just love to draw rats~