tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51661646690772613422024-03-05T19:45:10.982+02:00Black Widow SanctuaryHukutettu Nukkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17636752898866253239noreply@blogger.comBlogger249125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5166164669077261342.post-19521805556062082532022-12-04T16:11:00.001+02:002022-12-04T16:11:59.343+02:00Winter gloom<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">These top pictures are from today but the rest are from the last month or so. I got sick of my long hair and yesterday I went and got half of it chopped off.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJF2D6K7UFN-is9ephVYIcLOzNeSCfQ46G6dIIaQScDl-sMVkYVAPPxHr8FQ_T-RuzaWugLSKGVMomXTkH3Vz0_qPtIjznt1junZCOy8o0MidkE986BeZkvPa7vrBw-xAvAwptpHWNMdcd8PcosWv4DfT7mRPfsHYYqQlOuEiBNlSnEsBjrzHPgZypbw/s5184/kikiii%20kopio.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="5184" data-original-width="3456" height="898" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJF2D6K7UFN-is9ephVYIcLOzNeSCfQ46G6dIIaQScDl-sMVkYVAPPxHr8FQ_T-RuzaWugLSKGVMomXTkH3Vz0_qPtIjznt1junZCOy8o0MidkE986BeZkvPa7vrBw-xAvAwptpHWNMdcd8PcosWv4DfT7mRPfsHYYqQlOuEiBNlSnEsBjrzHPgZypbw/w598-h898/kikiii%20kopio.png" width="598" /></a></div> <div><div style="text-align: center;">I have not taken pictures of myself for such a long time. I almost forget how.</div><div style="text-align: center;"> I also feel very self conscious due to the weight I have gained. But I am working on it. Yeah yeah, I feel like I complain about this every time.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I had a longish very nasty depressing period where I was pretty sure I was gonna die. A doctor removed a big annoying lump from my armpit which I was convinced was cancer or something. After waiting a month for the results from the lab, they didn't find anything cancerous from it. Still feel like its a little bit sus. All the time I was struggling with it, I didn't feel like much talking to anyone. Just had my boyfriend for support. Even with that I binge ate and drank a whole lot.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">He has really been my rock and my support and helped me to keep my mind from the gutters. Its sometimes hard when he is not with me, due to his profession. But it just makes the time we have together so much more special.</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1cU8oqCbbkAzip33FCoVAUozoVadzOBwCD6GTRTin337nD3GrxIx2KXkR7zIlZzBwILkUZIwxvfBP5u7Bw6tTP-CI-tPtASycet8ThKJ86Eety0Ip7E1_3fs_BiyyYnu_xqevto3HPZQFm9wadKlkNdtQdb-zw_N3KjAfyDlnXLfaMjXDmhF9If7dUw/s4929/huhu.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4929" data-original-width="2971" height="1000" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1cU8oqCbbkAzip33FCoVAUozoVadzOBwCD6GTRTin337nD3GrxIx2KXkR7zIlZzBwILkUZIwxvfBP5u7Bw6tTP-CI-tPtASycet8ThKJ86Eety0Ip7E1_3fs_BiyyYnu_xqevto3HPZQFm9wadKlkNdtQdb-zw_N3KjAfyDlnXLfaMjXDmhF9If7dUw/w603-h1000/huhu.png" width="603" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Hat - Killstar<br />Belt - Killstar<br />Dress - H&M<br />Jacket - Ebay, second hand<br />Choker - Gift from a friend, Killstar<br />Shoes - Dollskill</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Sometime ago we had a date night and we went to play glow ping pong in a new club in Tampere.</div><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBq2DijeQJALt-gtK9aAzq4oAN67LwkTQkiz9xlAZV_9rz3HO3OG311ihZw3LxYq_7MjUg8WLJebgQEyC8Q6mUWW_u2Yx7vwwfKkjZTdLjcNs2QLuk5M0qiIAdwhQPKtrIFY1sIwDie0PwMKpciV2x03REVbZWNuk5MmQuRpcXE143qzs6s95e5BwHEQ/s2640/20221105_165246.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2640" data-original-width="1980" height="808" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBq2DijeQJALt-gtK9aAzq4oAN67LwkTQkiz9xlAZV_9rz3HO3OG311ihZw3LxYq_7MjUg8WLJebgQEyC8Q6mUWW_u2Yx7vwwfKkjZTdLjcNs2QLuk5M0qiIAdwhQPKtrIFY1sIwDie0PwMKpciV2x03REVbZWNuk5MmQuRpcXE143qzs6s95e5BwHEQ/w607-h808/20221105_165246.jpg" width="607" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">We also went to play board games in a board game café Taverna.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8sJY8MLgxdYmTn86OTFMJDo6_vRot6M0e3wgvnTwj1ZdSdVSsXvq3eGrZujfBkAduyYuTEim-bNbEIfAxrEhA_-DilC7LsvdFWHpxmX-hw5BbNL_aEnPWERqYonYM2Mmf2nOFOPQnfbnM5KoLBbFYGe3oScJA9JJBme08Se_Eec7fR5IHrDyjcCHnmg/s4032/20221105_151705.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="1960" height="1244" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8sJY8MLgxdYmTn86OTFMJDo6_vRot6M0e3wgvnTwj1ZdSdVSsXvq3eGrZujfBkAduyYuTEim-bNbEIfAxrEhA_-DilC7LsvdFWHpxmX-hw5BbNL_aEnPWERqYonYM2Mmf2nOFOPQnfbnM5KoLBbFYGe3oScJA9JJBme08Se_Eec7fR5IHrDyjcCHnmg/w607-h1244/20221105_151705.jpg" width="607" /></a></div></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Boyfriend also got us a PS5 for xmas!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAkBQtDa_8j07hknTAELzit6EWBgRhagWXhlpNR0UyQy6_SKCkY8dswvaZRBrL-xRIA6roK-x9J3IlhOW9wtSjC2jVVpBMerLcNK2LNvFmvB1yxzir16_IkpCFauDP49a7IwNMFu0PpTinNCPn7fUUrL1b-hqKyXnSyk47NC0qqUGQfvghbOgerUbbQA/s4032/20221109_133740.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="1960" height="1247" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAkBQtDa_8j07hknTAELzit6EWBgRhagWXhlpNR0UyQy6_SKCkY8dswvaZRBrL-xRIA6roK-x9J3IlhOW9wtSjC2jVVpBMerLcNK2LNvFmvB1yxzir16_IkpCFauDP49a7IwNMFu0PpTinNCPn7fUUrL1b-hqKyXnSyk47NC0qqUGQfvghbOgerUbbQA/w608-h1247/20221109_133740.jpg" width="608" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">So of course I had to run and get some games for us. I'm pretty far along in the God of War, I don't want to start the Elden Ring before I have gone through it cause the different buttons confuse the heck out of me. So far the God of War has been amazing.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-fwkQZ8HZuUZnfFbTV63R8ZxuIYF3dylX0mJ4-0kY0RljF4FSL_1WLv95RSyWxheyXpuqWOAIreo1RgXj4FmyvFwL1ymviorkymkJS_6fWMcPK9rfQXMiOm8Gd2mLqCJWhhhPsP2OTS_mBjd23MpjSl9vgAhG_M-NUP9v054sr-Jl6tpqlrT6mbQBOA/s4032/20221204_151536.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1960" data-original-width="4032" height="296" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-fwkQZ8HZuUZnfFbTV63R8ZxuIYF3dylX0mJ4-0kY0RljF4FSL_1WLv95RSyWxheyXpuqWOAIreo1RgXj4FmyvFwL1ymviorkymkJS_6fWMcPK9rfQXMiOm8Gd2mLqCJWhhhPsP2OTS_mBjd23MpjSl9vgAhG_M-NUP9v054sr-Jl6tpqlrT6mbQBOA/w607-h296/20221204_151536.jpg" width="607" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I also had a small trip to Rauma and we went to see Lukko - TPS game. And as usual I had a little bit too much to drink.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3tJ1ktOeF7j3Us6l9oE3j-Yq3uZOOcGcwgN3r2gVYLf-_r8c--9UZ7abNDU0ZbZzKjEFw1MToRk2sO3Gw_X_twoDYPxczfQm6mXZLNoaGRMxjW668oMePobjEoQm82Agjxc7ej-eQpl5TJPRtPXSdr9LUlGifVYb8m2AvNPZrMNSKACJqeMJ38U0dDw/s4032/20221119_174856.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="1960" height="1254" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3tJ1ktOeF7j3Us6l9oE3j-Yq3uZOOcGcwgN3r2gVYLf-_r8c--9UZ7abNDU0ZbZzKjEFw1MToRk2sO3Gw_X_twoDYPxczfQm6mXZLNoaGRMxjW668oMePobjEoQm82Agjxc7ej-eQpl5TJPRtPXSdr9LUlGifVYb8m2AvNPZrMNSKACJqeMJ38U0dDw/w612-h1254/20221119_174856.jpg" width="612" /></a></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Besides the distracting activities, it has been hard to get anything done that really needs to be done. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Just trying to get my life together and start being productive again. I guess this post is a good start on that.</div><br /><br /></div>Hukutettu Nukkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17636752898866253239noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5166164669077261342.post-20351331380478718452022-09-10T11:13:00.000+03:002022-09-10T11:13:01.591+03:00Amsterdam trip<p></p><div style="text-align: center;"> My boyfriend surprised me with a trip to Amsterdam for my birthday!</div><div style="text-align: center;">We stayed for 4 days and went to so many places and museums and had so much fun.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Here are some pictures. Some of them you might have seen if you saw them on my insta stories.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4FEUTOvr5WMVJwdoy_tulLtiOCwedebusMqZerjAI3rLvQW8-aJsTN11jVMepN4MY_OFWILiHF8aZfosqNNhZexso2khjRqsi9N4x2RZZtqjaknP7ZGIU3D9HUij38LeaMkYDyOwdVggdXBFnx6TizgpbiH7ADq0S5HsfVxe0mYk6nEMy4-Pn-0cJ4g/s2048/Editoitu-53.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="996" height="1186" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4FEUTOvr5WMVJwdoy_tulLtiOCwedebusMqZerjAI3rLvQW8-aJsTN11jVMepN4MY_OFWILiHF8aZfosqNNhZexso2khjRqsi9N4x2RZZtqjaknP7ZGIU3D9HUij38LeaMkYDyOwdVggdXBFnx6TizgpbiH7ADq0S5HsfVxe0mYk6nEMy4-Pn-0cJ4g/w578-h1186/Editoitu-53.jpg" width="578" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Excalibur Bar<br />Loved this bar, got their t-shirt also, I'll show it at some point cause its so cool!</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSrvyHZX33rgSx_kcsoK3d5HQhIbtk2CxfMpTuVmrTqsYifTPd4Xa1QjxGqdqTxgi8tQmweHZ_hgIjCD7VV_T7JRQCtld591ms_Tr0os8alqr8FbgnwBdobv5PuzEOSsDFWOfSHm-vEP_6W2ccG3RZAbTXQtdYVlUABZdSjY5nErCO-mW_x9g3fJc9nw/s2048/Editoitu-50.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1365" height="871" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSrvyHZX33rgSx_kcsoK3d5HQhIbtk2CxfMpTuVmrTqsYifTPd4Xa1QjxGqdqTxgi8tQmweHZ_hgIjCD7VV_T7JRQCtld591ms_Tr0os8alqr8FbgnwBdobv5PuzEOSsDFWOfSHm-vEP_6W2ccG3RZAbTXQtdYVlUABZdSjY5nErCO-mW_x9g3fJc9nw/w579-h871/Editoitu-50.jpg" width="579" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBrwixALTllRPq4Xek42WuqcfshY71FfUUALBdTS2I1yXOWF3QY5J8vFQe0m6tgKstzYmnkYUFEfqKfqnGPQNJFEdfQuZN0BCjf-cGI9D8jCXfUIDLf9hoSSikXwKbmWhLWJQ3E9BU7VkaP-3cW9A6-rbtLa2qTrpZHF00JWWQguIIwfrxzGxDk_OoYg/s2048/Editoitu-63.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="996" height="1191" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBrwixALTllRPq4Xek42WuqcfshY71FfUUALBdTS2I1yXOWF3QY5J8vFQe0m6tgKstzYmnkYUFEfqKfqnGPQNJFEdfQuZN0BCjf-cGI9D8jCXfUIDLf9hoSSikXwKbmWhLWJQ3E9BU7VkaP-3cW9A6-rbtLa2qTrpZHF00JWWQguIIwfrxzGxDk_OoYg/w581-h1191/Editoitu-63.jpg" width="581" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Basilica of Saint Nicholas</td></tr></tbody></table></div><p></p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3l9siA2I_VjxJajkVgLR72TZTag-3QOFB-AjU43rFpj-outTqTgOghWCFo_o0YsinY5DnRIEFPwTTxTg44aFXByYkLx0ilyKXzdjZNz71KFh8biWNPrIBy-P5IS6A4xrnv3Q2rjUGVp2B6BukF0WEPIumJnSyE4olT8DJwt2Y2xAOpGgJaskMeZHTgA/s2048/Editoitu-62.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="996" height="1193" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3l9siA2I_VjxJajkVgLR72TZTag-3QOFB-AjU43rFpj-outTqTgOghWCFo_o0YsinY5DnRIEFPwTTxTg44aFXByYkLx0ilyKXzdjZNz71KFh8biWNPrIBy-P5IS6A4xrnv3Q2rjUGVp2B6BukF0WEPIumJnSyE4olT8DJwt2Y2xAOpGgJaskMeZHTgA/w582-h1193/Editoitu-62.jpg" width="582" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Artis Zoo</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEif2XaCNzLCtPBT96dZFXyu-9-Qz6CxE_YTSw_HLumV7ncd7W8fLkTbcnAsDuabkQA3MI1sx3aKtkZO3qJ1B05j-MVwUV1L90Yhbak8pqOWTq_K-f8aS6a2JoiETVKYLfjiFWoHzElI-eOTmTLn8LmMoJbmuTEabviawEmd3ocpjpllb98PN9vmEZRlMw/s2048/Editoitu-61.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1214" height="984" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEif2XaCNzLCtPBT96dZFXyu-9-Qz6CxE_YTSw_HLumV7ncd7W8fLkTbcnAsDuabkQA3MI1sx3aKtkZO3qJ1B05j-MVwUV1L90Yhbak8pqOWTq_K-f8aS6a2JoiETVKYLfjiFWoHzElI-eOTmTLn8LmMoJbmuTEabviawEmd3ocpjpllb98PN9vmEZRlMw/w584-h984/Editoitu-61.jpg" width="584" /></a></div><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKGnDa3YHYSv8ERKamXma9EU3Z4oykbm7CsyHhPC2GWI-Gu4po7i48_XgDY31h3CJE5XC9ffEqdvsLp8Jr3ihisnsGymHskwV2EYy5s3AXYDsh7r_5FhU1-lUxrQDiWorDBbF8aB6gHnGkLuw_EuG29gd1aoqtLyIQT2Kmm_jpQ3WgEVIdhONGT-UBHA/s2048/Editoitu-60.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="996" height="1206" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKGnDa3YHYSv8ERKamXma9EU3Z4oykbm7CsyHhPC2GWI-Gu4po7i48_XgDY31h3CJE5XC9ffEqdvsLp8Jr3ihisnsGymHskwV2EYy5s3AXYDsh7r_5FhU1-lUxrQDiWorDBbF8aB6gHnGkLuw_EuG29gd1aoqtLyIQT2Kmm_jpQ3WgEVIdhONGT-UBHA/w587-h1206/Editoitu-60.jpg" width="587" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Heineken Experience</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBkYuiZGNxAnOjHWUuToTeTlzkdmZLkgC3uqzsuJx7wP3w5I3Mi-DY4FRzTRw5eyllCMDjfMzg2FzsRy9SiObFr7b4kDtPioXeyEskFhZ0rawMBRgPEIxw56qox2ghDPH45s4l2tfDgbl6oMBlRVMTSthGp4th8d_AZnzQD7GbyWKwR_KYVRQvNBzQLQ/s2048/Editoitu-59.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="996" height="1208" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBkYuiZGNxAnOjHWUuToTeTlzkdmZLkgC3uqzsuJx7wP3w5I3Mi-DY4FRzTRw5eyllCMDjfMzg2FzsRy9SiObFr7b4kDtPioXeyEskFhZ0rawMBRgPEIxw56qox2ghDPH45s4l2tfDgbl6oMBlRVMTSthGp4th8d_AZnzQD7GbyWKwR_KYVRQvNBzQLQ/w589-h1208/Editoitu-59.jpg" width="589" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The Heineken Experience was pretty cool, they took us to a tour on the old factory got to taste some beer, had weird light shows, got to make our own Heineken bottle with our choice of text and bring it home, and there was a bar at the end where we got some more beer. BEER!</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFBMWVHxwS8KpA8EabTe-MSG0rk-xSu5sUcwLDY7MW87eOm2Ov6WH1jdgAoit7RmAJNUHRtdOn0jd0vmAPdYdzAkvz-QauPbOG8Q4L5iyXREaA-nWKJHxA_LpRw0kpIPLmChLK7eiXWlR_ZN-Z8bMz-lG6SCMjtirHrhEw4XQqHv2Gsf06apvfpigqFg/s2048/Editoitu-58.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1403" height="863" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFBMWVHxwS8KpA8EabTe-MSG0rk-xSu5sUcwLDY7MW87eOm2Ov6WH1jdgAoit7RmAJNUHRtdOn0jd0vmAPdYdzAkvz-QauPbOG8Q4L5iyXREaA-nWKJHxA_LpRw0kpIPLmChLK7eiXWlR_ZN-Z8bMz-lG6SCMjtirHrhEw4XQqHv2Gsf06apvfpigqFg/w591-h863/Editoitu-58.jpg" width="591" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Torture museum</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNj4mEE1xhFdaTAJxKi4QzEJIvwqBHZ8JVPbZBcI0IIRYdgqQ0I7FTXpc_CSDX1QAX1vV4BaUULxH7KUjk793jGI4-sGlinJbNxUw4MECkAaR6ovReJUircsx4NdcUpiH4kSKLaZp-QlxOLFBYhoLI3Rd_zI2ZFGUwmSTdw19Xhz8LeDyTioyGF384CA/s2048/Editoitu-57.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1077" height="1131" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNj4mEE1xhFdaTAJxKi4QzEJIvwqBHZ8JVPbZBcI0IIRYdgqQ0I7FTXpc_CSDX1QAX1vV4BaUULxH7KUjk793jGI4-sGlinJbNxUw4MECkAaR6ovReJUircsx4NdcUpiH4kSKLaZp-QlxOLFBYhoLI3Rd_zI2ZFGUwmSTdw19Xhz8LeDyTioyGF384CA/w594-h1131/Editoitu-57.jpg" width="594" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Maritime Museum</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_bNy6CBMzpqNVbPEUnurGJ8SqVygKINuyhWt_UpfYfNoUyB7GscnTQ3rYH2HaIxM2jW-qSNcJtjW5Mj4rVP8f6WCC-mwuPPyBl8VHXKtK--KT26IWQhJq5vGEsOxYexdWwW3xzQP_DzY5goV43FBtQd39n42C4DZq8zuMk_xmAkBiidy0GZrjnEAiOA/s2048/Editoitu-56.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="996" height="1221" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_bNy6CBMzpqNVbPEUnurGJ8SqVygKINuyhWt_UpfYfNoUyB7GscnTQ3rYH2HaIxM2jW-qSNcJtjW5Mj4rVP8f6WCC-mwuPPyBl8VHXKtK--KT26IWQhJq5vGEsOxYexdWwW3xzQP_DzY5goV43FBtQd39n42C4DZq8zuMk_xmAkBiidy0GZrjnEAiOA/w596-h1221/Editoitu-56.jpg" width="596" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Kattenkabinet</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhT7KlDsWCvYd2ZY3iDyW5yNdzncV0vWrM9kwDRt9MN5coVf-EbTp_g8zyll02VaGFXseFAh1JUWhLup-wDHNM2opOVqPA7NfzKBVgLxJtZNlT7SBI48TdZfddNUnNDbW9cIBSWP1T7v8s6Kx8U4swJvRG1HXqqWpYTmo4D83w5dZtbevo-QI8ZBB7Q3w/s2048/Editoitu-55.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1167" height="1053" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhT7KlDsWCvYd2ZY3iDyW5yNdzncV0vWrM9kwDRt9MN5coVf-EbTp_g8zyll02VaGFXseFAh1JUWhLup-wDHNM2opOVqPA7NfzKBVgLxJtZNlT7SBI48TdZfddNUnNDbW9cIBSWP1T7v8s6Kx8U4swJvRG1HXqqWpYTmo4D83w5dZtbevo-QI8ZBB7Q3w/w598-h1053/Editoitu-55.jpg" width="598" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">House of Bols<br />Also an interesting tour in the history and making of Bols gin and also got a drink of our choice at the bar. I fell in love with the elderflower Bols but I think I cant find that from Finland. :(<br />We actually only went there because we tried to get to Van Gogh museum but it was sold out.</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglekwZ9l8jhDAZaxd-EXfDhq4IQZBIwvTmMSI7eS0MIWxsRL65lwOG0_XcJEMy5iXRzb2xc_W-tyanc-vWQLdc9Xn70Ehx9vdDz3kx5YJ2G5oj76XCsY9OPGDIwUQF5UrKB0M2AZ0xHkHtBaEO16scQ54C-sKnMv_BAhCt4cJGo0SRmO5q7tQ_47E_mQ/s2048/Editoitu-54.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="996" data-original-width="2048" height="291" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglekwZ9l8jhDAZaxd-EXfDhq4IQZBIwvTmMSI7eS0MIWxsRL65lwOG0_XcJEMy5iXRzb2xc_W-tyanc-vWQLdc9Xn70Ehx9vdDz3kx5YJ2G5oj76XCsY9OPGDIwUQF5UrKB0M2AZ0xHkHtBaEO16scQ54C-sKnMv_BAhCt4cJGo0SRmO5q7tQ_47E_mQ/w598-h291/Editoitu-54.jpg" width="598" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Body Worlds</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; 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Took more pictures than usual which is good enough I suppose. Could have stayed for more days, so much was left that we didn't have time to see. A very beautiful city all in all.</div>Hukutettu Nukkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17636752898866253239noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5166164669077261342.post-78908123465106565432022-07-09T19:38:00.000+03:002022-07-09T19:38:28.412+03:00Lifes shit and then you die<p></p><div style="text-align: center;">I'm still alive, kinda, maybe.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I have been away from my social medias for over a year. Part of it is just plain lazy most of it was emotional agony and trauma I was put through by my ex. Took me a while to heal and feel good about myself again. He turned out to be one hugely shitty person and I should have seen it coming. I was emotionally abused for 2 years straight. Lied to daily. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Finally it all came out and I left.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I moved to Tampere, tried to get my life together. It felt like a hard thing at first, but after the move I realized I have never been truly happy in my old life. First time I was truly happy was in this tiny studio apartment, in a city I love, having my own space, being able to fully be in control of my own life. Also found a part time job which is the best job I have ever had. Found an amazing partner who is the kindest person I have ever met. One I know would never hurt me. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I think the whole experience really made me grow as a person. As cliché as it sounds.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I know what kind of people I want in my life and all others can kiss my ass goodbye. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I was kinda planning on making a long as post with punch of pictures I have taken during the last year. But I just wanted to post these first. So I guess stay tuned for that. I'll get in more detail what my life is like now in that post. I'm just really jazzed about this jacket I made. Its not yet finished but I'm a bit unsure where to go from here with it.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-ML_G0OOBEyINA8WqLDpM3GpnngYPsOyzfLu35LLieg77dOKrhvpkjxcaV7Hek6tyM_dgP7v3r5meBnlhfYyhV-80KEHZ0mANgrSaQAePsWjTtyMRQJc0h5JsE-rCog8xlpGtD7IcF-PVC1OGN8SUoXsY-u3Lz-jSfbbusbAmjj0oFrf4GstE5tDFDg/s1007/TOKa20000iblogiii.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1007" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-ML_G0OOBEyINA8WqLDpM3GpnngYPsOyzfLu35LLieg77dOKrhvpkjxcaV7Hek6tyM_dgP7v3r5meBnlhfYyhV-80KEHZ0mANgrSaQAePsWjTtyMRQJc0h5JsE-rCog8xlpGtD7IcF-PVC1OGN8SUoXsY-u3Lz-jSfbbusbAmjj0oFrf4GstE5tDFDg/s16000/TOKa20000iblogiii.png" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Jacket - Second hand, diy by me<br />Skirt - Second hand<br />Boots - Hard leather Stuff<br />Necklace - DIY<br />Pouch - Sewn by me<br />Belt with chains - Etsy<br />Top - Dollskill</td></tr></tbody></table><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtYExCC15V9XdCrekw6kXD1wQhYZzs3-Qx3F4_SyeG6hCKjY9Hu9b950_gXY-0qGeHhSWJET8KM_rsZ5Isy6l5RK3uNnFYwTeqsWLWLHbGakDMb6V07A-qMCN-67Pc3AUU-tpXQlmTVXqld_2mDG69le4zht5OCqmgoyHfpl629KpD1_93WpsyV11UWg/s1020/EKA10000iblo.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1020" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtYExCC15V9XdCrekw6kXD1wQhYZzs3-Qx3F4_SyeG6hCKjY9Hu9b950_gXY-0qGeHhSWJET8KM_rsZ5Isy6l5RK3uNnFYwTeqsWLWLHbGakDMb6V07A-qMCN-67Pc3AUU-tpXQlmTVXqld_2mDG69le4zht5OCqmgoyHfpl629KpD1_93WpsyV11UWg/s16000/EKA10000iblo.png" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I'm a bit rusty with outfit pictures and all this blogging stuff so excuse me. I wore this outfit to and Evanescence concert, which was a while ago. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiseyzJN3jp3NXnH1TluZw68jYqpNAvfaZj0g2iaTVZCjWpyNGA2HFJRhjMjhLMXffDiwz_bTsCcEjiKmtLbpQ56Wi03vVbNOKC_ESFuQHrjCEQkNKx_HsrM9q3N8C1kgX66a2yad_briUUDXPrJGomvh-t5M7k2sVljIxuxVFqW2OnHSOWupMSAC261A/s2954/kolmas30000.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2098" data-original-width="2954" height="454" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiseyzJN3jp3NXnH1TluZw68jYqpNAvfaZj0g2iaTVZCjWpyNGA2HFJRhjMjhLMXffDiwz_bTsCcEjiKmtLbpQ56Wi03vVbNOKC_ESFuQHrjCEQkNKx_HsrM9q3N8C1kgX66a2yad_briUUDXPrJGomvh-t5M7k2sVljIxuxVFqW2OnHSOWupMSAC261A/w640-h454/kolmas30000.png" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Anyways see you soon! (fingers crossed)</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><p></p>Hukutettu Nukkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17636752898866253239noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5166164669077261342.post-47389776552842503462021-03-30T19:46:00.000+03:002021-03-30T19:46:55.436+03:00Standstill<p></p><div style="text-align: center;"> I found this very cool flowy top second hand from ebay. I love everything about it, but for some reason I have found it to be a hard garment to style. But anyways here it is on me.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Life seems to stand still a lot. Not much happens. I have some upcoming collabs coming up soon and I am fairly excited about those! But I'm going to keep those a secret for now! Also I am planning to stream some games today if my internet allows me to. Starting about 11-12pm eest summer time.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBcRG_AiU1toYVPpTjhJzBrnhveI3uz298X4CRPbmqT7vUj_3lGLFjR96nDvmbCj1KnqmoWRIpRn0sYsMXDA_3lL-m6Z0b8VkOEntfYR-hLQx3NwtPDc4EosLCyOy39ucR13sbBovNjLvq/s1073/bloogi1.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1073" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBcRG_AiU1toYVPpTjhJzBrnhveI3uz298X4CRPbmqT7vUj_3lGLFjR96nDvmbCj1KnqmoWRIpRn0sYsMXDA_3lL-m6Z0b8VkOEntfYR-hLQx3NwtPDc4EosLCyOy39ucR13sbBovNjLvq/s16000/bloogi1.png" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Leather top - Second hand<br />Satin Top - Second hand<br />Belt - Etsy<br />Leggings - Only<br />Shoes - Demonia<br />Choker - Killstar</td></tr></tbody></table><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0Pn7hRQpa6ffXeQ62sAD3b5MqfG5AEg-bFZY1sHCm-BO4mcYbN6TuW4wp0avcgKuz5lqPHvegsKaosEOQYAklFh3Zr-7UNK8vvB695X0N6FJfLtRperr2cTztstrAwy_p_sU7UMqmb2Lp/s1182/bloogi2.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1182" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0Pn7hRQpa6ffXeQ62sAD3b5MqfG5AEg-bFZY1sHCm-BO4mcYbN6TuW4wp0avcgKuz5lqPHvegsKaosEOQYAklFh3Zr-7UNK8vvB695X0N6FJfLtRperr2cTztstrAwy_p_sU7UMqmb2Lp/s16000/bloogi2.png" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"></td></tr></tbody></table></div><p></p><div style="text-align: center;">Lately out of stream I have been playing Valheim and Witcher 3. Valheim really was so much better than I excepted, especially when playing with a friend! Best multiplayer game I have played in a while. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Witcher 3 I have completed on ps4 a while back, but I got it for my pc as well. I just wanted to do more of the side quests and see the things I missed. It's a great game all around so I don't mind starting all over.</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9xGB23-IIoNYRmMrC14o-w7IdtiLEFXewiOVXNEQzH1FCXsdDFbz4e3D12OcBxrrmJ17FNNHXOwStE8d9JoJjlVBCJU4u0qFKS2uwWxTufUxNTSvRklde-YwpHsjxZ7lmuH3koCjk7Sac/s872/bloogi3.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="872" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9xGB23-IIoNYRmMrC14o-w7IdtiLEFXewiOVXNEQzH1FCXsdDFbz4e3D12OcBxrrmJ17FNNHXOwStE8d9JoJjlVBCJU4u0qFKS2uwWxTufUxNTSvRklde-YwpHsjxZ7lmuH3koCjk7Sac/s16000/bloogi3.png" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"></td></tr></tbody></table><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Does anyone else have a standstill on life? Or is it just me.</div><p></p>Hukutettu Nukkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17636752898866253239noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5166164669077261342.post-26344389378633152182021-03-22T23:07:00.000+02:002021-03-22T23:07:03.352+02:00March outfit<p style="text-align: center;">I don't have much to say for today. Just dumping these pictures for you to look at!</p><p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoarH9FHJuHeszAi35TPqYNQowKJNjzEjuBYyJe5yITuxW4A28PB7J_9r4S5XbjcQ5tEliY7e50D6qyt8VWkdGj_U3Us5Z7qEcB8hOD9CCJlxxTwR6H7Rh0Cfv2tuLREO17mvNuo6AF-Qe/s1004/blofi3.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1004" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoarH9FHJuHeszAi35TPqYNQowKJNjzEjuBYyJe5yITuxW4A28PB7J_9r4S5XbjcQ5tEliY7e50D6qyt8VWkdGj_U3Us5Z7qEcB8hOD9CCJlxxTwR6H7Rh0Cfv2tuLREO17mvNuo6AF-Qe/s16000/blofi3.png" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Bolero - Queen of Darkness<br />Top - Boohoo <br />Waist belt - Poizen Industries<br />Top skirt - Lip Service<br />Bottom Skirt - Second hand<br />Legwarmers - Etsy, Raintower<br />Shoes - Demonia<br />Scarf - Second Hand</td></tr></tbody></table> <br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiV2b0TAHmwHDfzrXoxMGDYQlDdtP640GmQAfnI0pECfpmb-jyTQieztRsdodSS5aatcqBYbk3k8B3oByOTuV6-VyboyVzPHaX6enHpGt6t3wJcw3Hq4_xfXxn02XYyFyWlXqJw7rVF_bK/s1007/blogi1.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1007" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiV2b0TAHmwHDfzrXoxMGDYQlDdtP640GmQAfnI0pECfpmb-jyTQieztRsdodSS5aatcqBYbk3k8B3oByOTuV6-VyboyVzPHaX6enHpGt6t3wJcw3Hq4_xfXxn02XYyFyWlXqJw7rVF_bK/s16000/blogi1.png" /></a></div><br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6OblVBBlCgnFc_CYBi9jbheDbUSMD2-Sr00lkcj1xzfLycb14vZAvTAJ_fUaL_rOlJ3WXax4g3EFx8YlX7DpIoepI_Yu-BrHs-3UA-NMJHOpzBEqelja1_Hy1OTXknjGMsPN0sOtIOhAS/s1007/blogi2.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1007" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6OblVBBlCgnFc_CYBi9jbheDbUSMD2-Sr00lkcj1xzfLycb14vZAvTAJ_fUaL_rOlJ3WXax4g3EFx8YlX7DpIoepI_Yu-BrHs-3UA-NMJHOpzBEqelja1_Hy1OTXknjGMsPN0sOtIOhAS/s16000/blogi2.png" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">See ya soooon!</div><p></p>Hukutettu Nukkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17636752898866253239noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5166164669077261342.post-22531281012221522432021-03-06T18:34:00.000+02:002021-03-06T18:34:17.889+02:00Spikey<p style="text-align: center;">We have had a few very warm days over here, and I was already full on waiting for spring to come. But now it's snowing again. Fuk dat.</p><p style="text-align: center;">The new kittens are adjusting well. Willy is still a bit skittish and still mostly sleeps in the safe place we made for them, but Tikru already loves to follow you around and observe all the things you do. But they still don't want people touching them. They just need some time.</p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtic7QQa17lDa7yr1qM4e6H3iFq_UlDiGm2BdcSfe19DiIk9GqgyzTIPlwRz2d0jxj-Rmx9hGmt9p84zQxvXlVT9UWps4HIWGvLUp9y-e_kuElPICL3lMVJB9J0aOcEGta0r_a8A_YKCMV/s1157/blooog3.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1157" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtic7QQa17lDa7yr1qM4e6H3iFq_UlDiGm2BdcSfe19DiIk9GqgyzTIPlwRz2d0jxj-Rmx9hGmt9p84zQxvXlVT9UWps4HIWGvLUp9y-e_kuElPICL3lMVJB9J0aOcEGta0r_a8A_YKCMV/s16000/blooog3.png" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Belt - Disturbia<br />Skirt - Shein<br />Top - Shein<br />Tulle skirt - Etsy<br />Collar - Some sex shop<br />Jacket - AliExpress<br />Shoes - Demonia</td></tr></tbody></table><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I don't know why I have been drawn to full leather looks lately. Well fake leather looks. Only thing that is real leather in this look is the collar.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I just might have splurged on a killstar onesie... I have never used or owned a onesie but I felt like it would be prefect to just throw on and do some streaming if I'm feeling a little lazy. I haven't received it yet, but I'm waiting on pins and needles! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhcdY9DFciCXUI0E9U1XpbT8SHqZBgmvv0TcB-CnOslrn6OmPyzh5CoZR8fD_XW9At7rsheE99AFk_4wb03hURNf6OItoHsQbFm7SrXfJRfQF-lCq5HOOHoDYNFRKk3a6feCCYnwkSo9R0a/s1099/bloogi1.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1099" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhcdY9DFciCXUI0E9U1XpbT8SHqZBgmvv0TcB-CnOslrn6OmPyzh5CoZR8fD_XW9At7rsheE99AFk_4wb03hURNf6OItoHsQbFm7SrXfJRfQF-lCq5HOOHoDYNFRKk3a6feCCYnwkSo9R0a/s16000/bloogi1.png" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">See you soon!</td></tr></tbody></table><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div></div><br />Hukutettu Nukkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17636752898866253239noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5166164669077261342.post-32430019776120136892021-02-22T16:38:00.001+02:002021-02-22T16:38:59.166+02:00Whiplash<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">It's been a while.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Lots of things happened and I just felt too overwhelmed for a while to post anything. </div><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisbbC8mDoF67bcUoQxAWo1hBtAqtwV_P-8tjpfDVWYAupb4mBv5lKTYy_RBJ2hNOHxRTUuqsCUQnUG-268gOma-pYghbRnIhtJTM99y66QsYXgmemJeINTN5P_PDhlw0rltSeniXhnl_3_/s1109/1gggffffffffffffffffffffff.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1109" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisbbC8mDoF67bcUoQxAWo1hBtAqtwV_P-8tjpfDVWYAupb4mBv5lKTYy_RBJ2hNOHxRTUuqsCUQnUG-268gOma-pYghbRnIhtJTM99y66QsYXgmemJeINTN5P_PDhlw0rltSeniXhnl_3_/s16000/1gggffffffffffffffffffffff.png" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Shrug - AliExpress<br />Top - SheIn<br />Shoes - Pleaser<br />Hat - Cybershop<br /><br /></td></tr></tbody></table><div style="text-align: center;">I really want to stream soon, maybe today maybe tomorrow, but I don't want to jinx it. I have some games I have been saving to play in stream for the first time so there's that.</div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgz1tHrkbeWTXit9-J0_fdtHqb_JxrEe3cJUXBQu-gpr6NVIYT6bOuOds_P5NUsXXYyh_3CI0wKDI_AMYyqN88RVlE9p6P3HpgrqjoCn1EeZnuF6HucfGvrnD7fwQvvSiSyzeyuSTuAPLXo/s1131/3gggnbnbnnbnbn.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1131" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgz1tHrkbeWTXit9-J0_fdtHqb_JxrEe3cJUXBQu-gpr6NVIYT6bOuOds_P5NUsXXYyh_3CI0wKDI_AMYyqN88RVlE9p6P3HpgrqjoCn1EeZnuF6HucfGvrnD7fwQvvSiSyzeyuSTuAPLXo/s16000/3gggnbnbnnbnbn.png" /></a></div></div><br /><p></p><p style="text-align: center;">Early fall our dear sweet cat Luna passed away. I was already depressed but it really lead me to find a whole new rock bottom. I felt like nothing would ever get me out of bed ever again. </p><p style="text-align: center;">At the start of the year we started to wonder if we should look at some rescue cats. I wanted my cat Nipsu to have someone to play with. It kinda felt a bit soon, but I was still browsing some rescue cat pages every once in a while. </p><p style="text-align: center;">Few weeks ago I laid my eyes on Tikru on Vakka-Suomen animal protection page. She was a 9-month old little playful little tiger. We called them up and they also offered us Willy, he was Tikrus brother, same age. I didn't want to separate them so we just took them both.</p><p style="text-align: center;">The kittens were born in the wild and had never been handled by humans so of course they are still very scared of us. But they like playing with us and Nipsu, and we even managed to pet Tikru a few times. 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There is a small section of old graves and I wanted to see them! There were few interesting gravestones, one of which towered like 4 meters in the air, as well as one that was eaten by a tree. There was also a maple that was struck by lightning. All these wonders and I took pictures of me and the leaves. I was in too much awe I guess. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> I have had this Punk Rave dress for ages but I have not worn it much, but today it felt like it really fit my Fall mood. Though it feels like the sleeves of this dress are an annoying length on me, but the hood is a killer!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="625" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp206IXoouosq2nEubLpdnxhET5kqHvswxMqlo1fLi4d_pK40HpzY2hvv1MBavzVoPkZjyLW0IDUrFWduK9fBFXFrsdx94orN2q9LZhuI0rBxok6kV7or6gFGsgXdAgD86RHWojmfAaLbb/s16000/inst640.png" /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I am pretty excited about the weather getting colder since I can start doing many layers to my outfits again! Warm and comfy layers! Though I hope it doesn't get too cold. That's not good either.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="913" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgotXUyeJUP0jJxyMnFpW39ReRnZTb8wsEJHzPay_GFQgOS3YAOM6IOF7kI1P7xa2rrA93uQ3F_HNkyDAyfusTfDUFED0U3Tgasyg60Z4ByCLUGJdvImRmPBdMQl2HYoycGEpXTu1l5CQTM/s16000/gufuf640.png" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" /></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Dress - Punk Rave<br />Belt - Killstar<br />Shoes - Flea Market</td></tr></tbody></table><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="960" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjTs-3WrUmWyJmCf6UMIYhbGEBuOqtkfklbZqvGOnUutWjnlDy9xtJCUrv7TevKVvuedtl_KcFp4Y1v6vK_WL040La2ucKsyDLxJbh_aIjbG43lr4GClqg3SZZW1zmhGa0YDE-sFYeaIktp/s16000/ggfdg640.png" /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I got myself a jump rope! I have not jumped rope since like 3-4th grade, but I heard it's great exercise and I wanted to add it to my routine next to yoga and Ringfit. I'm glad I still can jump rope after all these years! </div><div style="text-align: center;">I really want to shake off some excess kilos that haunt me. I did get rid of some previously, but I kinda fell back when depression hit.</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="721" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8FkgrebyTdTxInbvnEQsHvBBiTqINLSHTCd3tewQrnDiEzuY1g6gRuwO_dlJQ3x7KTzgmPtYZOmTj5fMzxlI0uObYrruLDsJ8S3rIKCvlsfnuHwuCFNwiNcKtKZU40Rsm-G16AYGg-F-N/s16000/gfuufg640.png" /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm pretty sad we don't have a big maple tree in our yard. We have couple of small ones and a medium one behind our trashcan thing. But nothing really beats the quantity of leaves that fall from a grand maple.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="944" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIv24zt34wiGgnnLNPVJfE8OKcsEp7LLuuBuWJlCXufQ0YEzCLR4asAY5oiiwe8sOK4OYSfAaaq81FG0mDCRGFF3rxVNLzcy95R9LG-h9HWwv9vGrLJzd-BLVMHokvd9j9yxBvuU7w_Uxc/s16000/gfdy640.png" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I hope you are having a great Fall!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="973" data-original-width="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2biOhDO3k-fNG-MzojeQzwYFmnXMjbhQE8ItU1VJj-FAK_HEkH7lTyGP_F2o1MoeBvzHL0uq0fmlSFq1NKvhAWGXqEbVleUQmt_ZYHXWEVozNYiVduhTGo8_VlHOptwhsO6qyyLQKSn2g/s16000/1grafe640.png" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I have gotten my sleeping schedule back on track for streaming as well! So hopefully I am able to do some steams next week and not fall asleep after one hour. </div><div style="text-align: center;">See you soon! </div><p></p>Hukutettu Nukkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17636752898866253239noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5166164669077261342.post-72543909278940858072020-09-24T12:27:00.000+03:002020-09-24T12:27:27.056+03:00Start of Fall<div style="text-align: center;">I have a constant sleepy feeling, I think I need to start exercising every now and then to not feel like a big baked potato.</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">But anyways. I got 2 months free trial on skillshare. Initially I wanted freshen up my oil painting knowledge so I could make the best painting of my cat I could. But that kind of got jammed since I noticed I don't have a big enough canvas for it. 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I really don't have any money at the moment to spend on such things, but just seeing them makes me dive in to the Fall feels.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Seriously I can't even remember when was the last time I styled my hair this way.. Must be like 5 years ago. 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At the moment I am waiting for my internet to improve so I could stream. It doesn't look very good for today. But hopefully on Saturday when I want to do my birthday stream all will look better.<br />For Saturday night I kinda want to bring boyfriends steering wheel and pedals to the computer room and play Wreckfest and maybe drink while doing that.<br /><br />For non stream things. I had a slight slump in my mental health and instead of it steadily improving like it has been doing for a month it took some steps back. So I took some days to just painting, playing and sleeping. Why do I get the deja vu feeling form saying that, oh gosh. </div>
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I recently started an oil painting of my cat and hopefully that will be the first painting I feel comfortable sharing here after... years? I used to like sharing my art a lot but nowadays I just like painting for myself and very personal stuff. Those get pushed at the back of the closet but it's fine since it's more about the ritual of making them for me.</div>
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Against my usual fluffiness I tried for a softer look for today. It must be like first time in my whole life that I used a curling iron to curl my hair. I have had a curling iron for at least 10 years and I used it first time today. It shows since my hair looks more wavy than curly I guess. But I liked it anyways, at least it fits all this lace.</div>
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Just here to drop some outfit pics. I also did a Twitch stream again last night. You can still watch it from my Twitch channel, the link is in the sidebar. I streamed Layers of Fear, at least the first half of it. I was so damn scared I had to leave the rest of it for another day. It will be some time this week, and I need to take some encouragement booze for the rest of it. I also played some other games for some of the stream to calm my nerves.</div>
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Took some outfit pictures today, and managed to take only few before it started to rain. So I decided to go with what I had and took a blanket to my computer, opened the window to listen to the rain, put on mood lights and chill with a scary story stream while making these pictures ready for the blog. It's a gray day but I love it. </div>
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Tomorrow we were planning on going to the beach if it's warm enough. Might not be, but I'm sure there will be other warm days to come. I got a few new bathing suits for this summer a while back and I haven't gotten a chance to wear the other one yet, it's so super cute it demands to be used.</div>
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Let's start with the most obvious thing, I had my hair cut. Yesss, the hair you see in the pictures is not the wig I used to wear a lot, it's my actual hair. I got annoyed by the long hair and just needed something new.</div>
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Also things happened, I don't want to get in to it too much, but it means I will have a lot of free time for the rest of the year at least. So I thought what better use of my time than start streaming games on Twitch. I will try to stream 1-2 times a week for now, if you wanna follow me, here is a link to my Twitch profile: <a href="https://www.twitch.tv/5ande" target="_blank">5ande</a>. Also you can follow my twitter where I always tweet when ever I start streaming. </div>
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My internet does not sometimes want to cooperate with me so I will kinda have to choose my streaming times according to when my internet wants to give me at least enough speed to stream 1080p 30fps. It's usually the middle of the night here in Finland. I will be streaming all sorts of games. </div>
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Then there is also corona, black lives matter, dollskill being evil, free the nipple...</div>
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Bunch of stuff happening. I fully support the black lives matter movement and if you don't, this isn't the place for you.</div>
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Back to work on mondayyyy. Yippeee. I'm so happy that it's finally summer weather and my summer vacation ends. Great. At least we filled our hot tub yesterday and we got a new grill a while ago so we are gonna have a fun night today. Need to just get something to grill and beers and Breezers. Has anyone tried the new lemon and elderflower Breezer? It's delicious. Seriously.</div>
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Well I better get to cleaning so hope you all have a great start to summer!</div>
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Today's pictures are a bit different from normal. I love RGB lights, my desktop computer is full of them, my keyboard, my mouse, my mouse pad, my speakers... all rgb. So I decided I wanted my dressing room to look like a strip club and went nuts with it. I took our nanoleafs which were not currently used and put them up in there, bought some rgb bulbs and a rgb light curtain. Also for the pictures I dragged my ring light there, witch also has a rgb. I was also thinking about putting up a led light strip that would go all around the room but I'm not sure if that's a bit too much.</div>
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Anyways, where has the time gone? In two weeks I am back at work and it makes me mad to even think about it. I still have so much gaming and drinking and feeling depressed to do before I get back there, yuck. It's been two months since I was at work, how do I even remember how to do it anymore, seesh.</div>
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Yesterday the mail brought me the highest heels I have now! Just by 1cm tough. The heel on these is 20,3cm. I splurged on these pleaser flamingo 1020's. Which I ordered through Deadfine. Surprisingly easy to walk with, I might need to get a pair of beyonds sometime later, I think the heel on those is 25,4cm.</div>
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I FINALLY got my jewelry organized. I think I saw something like this someone on instagram had to organize their chokers and I really loved the idea. I used to have a bunch of key holders around the room and I had to pile up the necklaces on those which was a bit awkward. But this is perfect! I can see all of them at once and take out the one I want. Loving it. </div>
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I'm kinda pissed. My layoff was supposed to end at the start of next month. But nooooo, they forced me to start my summer vacation then so I will have my summer vacation in May. In Finland May is basically still winter. Though rarely it's the warmest month of the year, who knows, but I reaaaallly don't want to have the vacation now. Bunch of shit.</div>
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I'm just going to wear all my summery things I have been saving for warmer weather, no matter what's the temperature or what's coming down from the sky. I'll freeze my ass off, I don't care. Today was warm though, I like it. This was my outfit for a pizza run, cause what else there is to do than make yourself slightly less ugly.</div>
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Well no matter, I have been still enjoying home time. I even kinda feel it's going too fast!</div>
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On thing I have been excited about is converting old band shirts into other kinda clothing. For example this Slayer T-shirt that I made in to a top, I also made corseting for the back so I can make it very form fitting if I want. I also have other projects I might show you later. For example I have this big XL Christian Death shirt I am not sure what to make of it. It might make a cute mini dress.</div>
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This outfit really brought back memories, slayer shirt, bunch of belts, bunch of leather bracelets and combat boots, it's like I'm 16 again.</div>
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I also did something different for my makeup today. Well it's not that much different I just added false lashes, which usually for me is too pain in the butt to do. But I really like the look, might start using them more. Only thing better than taking your bra off at the end of the day is taking off your false lashes ooohh maaan.</div>
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Oops, I missed a month. No matter. Also I am sorry if sometimes it takes me a while to publish your comments. I greatly appreciate every comment and I want to be able to see every single one and answer them, that's why I have the monitoring on.</div>
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Also what on earth has happened to the world meanwhile? I'm sure you all are already so full of it so I won't get to it too much. My layoff started like a week ago, and immediately I got sick. Just a cough and a sore throat. Probably not the thing that's been going around, but annoying still. I have been feeling better today, so I decided to take some new pics and get back on track.</div>
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The current information is that we would get back to work in in a little more than 3 weeks. But you just never know with all this going on. They might just put us all on summer vacation for another 4 weeks after this layoff or give us more layoff. Who knows.</div>
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So far I am absolutely loving the quarantine time. I am sure that's not what everyone is feeling.. But</div>
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My boyfriend is also away from home some days more so I am just completely alone with our cats and I am just loving it. I miss him sure, but it's just a nice change of pace.</div>
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Mostly with my free time, I have been playing Animal Crossing on my Switch, done some sewing and watching netflix. I have just been trying to heal my throat and rest as much as I can. I was also supposed to start streaming games on Twitch but our internet connection at the moment wont allow it. We need to get an external internet antenna and install it and blahblah, we'll see if I can get it going in a few weeks! I'll let you know on Instagram and twitter and facebook when I'm streaming if you want to watch!</div>
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GaH, I have not been writing much in english in such a long time and it feels a bit wobbly and inconsistent. I need to do it more.</div>
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I did do a diy project a while ago! I bought this bag from Zalando a while back in full intent to diy it. So I was searching through my craft box and I found some old crappy harnesses I bought from ebay forever ago and never used since there were things wrong with it. So I dug up my sewing machine and cut up the harness and this is what I came up with! I have been searching for a bag like this for a good while now. The studs, the straps, the faux leather, the o-rings.. I just wanted these things in bag form and here it is!</div>
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I made a secret promise to myself to at least post one blog post every month. WELL, now it's 29th of February, 8pm, it still counts right?</div>
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I forgot if I already talked about this, but anyway. I have not been feeling too good about myself since I gained some weight during the Christmas times. Not like a whole lot, but enough for me to feel crummy in every tight clothing I try on. So some weeks ago I started a light diet and added some exercise. I am already half way to the minimum amount I want to shake off, but a kilo or two more couldn't hurt. </div>
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My work schedules changed in the beginning of the year. Even thought it's neat to have every weekend off, I just hate it. I hate that it's 5 days of work without a day off. We used to have a max of 4 days in a row. I also loved having days off in the middle of the week, you could do your shopping and stuff when no one else was around. I hate going to the store in the weekends or after work hours.</div>
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I got my financial situation in a bit of a wobble ever since my layoff, but it's slowly getting back on track! But because of this I had to miss some events I really wanted to attend and it really sucks. As much as I love staying home all the time, there's a limit to it. Would love to just go all out dancing! </div>
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Some time ago I acquired a Nintendo Switch! Mainly because the Animal Crossing New Horizons is coming out 20th of March and I just could not miss out on it! I have been obsessed with Animal Crossing ever since I got Wild World for Nintendo DS 2006. From there on I have bought every game, even the Wii U one is sitting on my shelf even though I never had Wii U. </div>
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Meanwhile I have been playing Pokemon Shield. I also got Ring Fit adventure since it looked like fun and anything to help me exercise is more than welcome! </div>
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My 4 week winter vacation is over after this week. Didn't do much of the things I wanted, but at least I feel well rested for now. </div>
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I'm a herp derp who thinks they can change just like that, when the year tuned 2020 I felt like I wanted to start getting back to blogging and Instagram and all that nonsense, it's going well so far.... Right...? Also another thing related to that. I wanted to not be so hard on myself. I used to take a bunch of pictures and then just do anything with them because they were not 100% perfect. Or I would take 100 pictures and still not be happy and take 50 more, it's insane. I can't keep that up every day.</div>
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These pictures aren't perfect on my standards, but what the hell, here you go.</div>
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I love the yard on our current house. I'm not sure how much I have talked about it, but we moved to a big-ish house, we are renting for now but might or might not buy it at some point. I just adore life in a house compared to an apartment. You can be as loud as you want, you can shower in the middle of the night, you can keep your blinds open since our back yard is pretty sheltered. You can jump around your own private backyard taking outfit pictures without any worries. It's lovely.</div>
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Here is the progress of the dressing room. I was planning on making a post, when it was completely finished. It still needs a rug, some lights, some jewelry hangers to be hung up... etc. But at the moment I don't know when it will be finished, if ever. I hope you enjoy these pictures anyway! </div>
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At the moment I am laid off from work a couple of more weeks. I had so much plans to get back to blogging and Instagram and maybe even twitch at this time. But the first day I have the house to myself I have a horrible migraine and I just got news that made me depressed as hell and I don't know what to do with myself. Or what to even think. I'll try again tomorrow.</div>
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Normally this time of the year in my blog I would be all over Samhain. BUT we moved a couple of days ago and it's still somewhat in progress. At the moment I am busy planning my dressing room! In this house we have 3 bedrooms and of course I claimed the biggest one to serve as a room for my clothing, shoes, accessories etc. The size is about 287x460cm</div>
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The 2 of the rooms used to be bedrooms for kids and they had some drawings on the wall. We painted over those with white paint so it is nice and clear surface to start planning on. I also went ahead and bought some mirrors from Jysk. The other one is the biggest mirror I could find 78x180cm. It's white but we are going to paint the borders black, same story with the ground standing dressing mirror.<br />
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Ikea has these Pax closet frames that you can accessories how ever you want, so I am planning on getting 2 pairs of those. And 8 bars to add to them as well as 2 to 4 selves. Between these closets I am planning to install an additional pair of bars for clothes! You could buy doors for these cabinets but I really want it all out where I can see everything, so no doors!<br />
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I'm also planning to get 2 billy bookcases in the opposite side of the room. These will serve as room for my shoes and bags. Of course there is also room for them on top of the cabinets and if it's still not enough I'll add some wall selves<br />
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I would also love love looove if I could find a good makeup table. I have always dreamed of owning one! This one I pictured here is just one option but I would love to find a gorgeous second hand one as well!<br />
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The dresser on the left is also a maybe. It would be just as awesome to find a second hand one.<br />
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The stool thing in the middle of the room would be awesome for putting on shoes as well as serve as a... stool to have easier access to the top of the cabinets. Still need to think is this the right one for me.<br />
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But that's all just the big furniture. I'm also planning hooks on walls for belts and jewelry, different assortment of lights, a carpet etc. I need to get all the big furniture in place first however so it makes it easier to visualize the smaller things. I'll make more posts about the progress of my dressing room as the project advances.<br />
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Any thoughts? Suggestions? All is welcome!Hukutettu Nukkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17636752898866253239noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5166164669077261342.post-24808842530691967662019-08-10T16:30:00.002+03:002019-08-10T16:30:52.284+03:00I don't wanna go back<div style="text-align: center;">
Oh wow, so here I am again.</div>
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Why was I away? I dunno. I felt lazy. I felt depressed (still do). I felt like I look like crap and my self-esteem was down in the gutters. The apartment we live in currently is super cramped. If I want to dress up to go out, I pretty much have to tear down all of my wardrobes to find that one top, and some of the time it didn't feel like it was worth it. Felt like doing posts without any interesting pictures is just not good enough. I felt like my life sucks and there's nothing to tell. Except to complain about work. But then again, these are all just excuses.</div>
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My summer vacation is almost over. Next week I need to head back to the work and it sucks so much as well as makes me anguished. I have been planning on quitting my job soonish. We need to move first and handle all the expenses that brings us before I can do that though, as well as some other small payments still hanging. My work is so very mind numbing and pointless that I just can't bear it anymore. I might look for other work slowly after that, but first I want to try my luck with some self employment since it's what I have always wanted to do. I don't want to get in to what I will be doing then just yet since I don't have all the details yet figured out.</div>
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<br />Recently I have invested in some photograph lightning for a other project, as well as possibly starting to stream on twitch. But I figured I could also use them as lights to photograph outfits and stuff inside the house, no matter the time of day or weather. But I do need to learn and test them a bit more since I am not used to using lights, but I will figure it out.</div>
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I am really looking forward on our move, even though nothing is certain just yet. But in the new house I would have room to have my own dressing room and office as well as a big yard and hardly any neighbors! Also a lot of space to fix up for my Volkswagen bus!</div>
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At the moment my bus restoration is coming along pretty good, I'm pretty sure we will get most the technical stuff done by the end of the year. I'll post some progress pictures at some point, especially when I get to start designing the camping interior! So hopefully next summer I would be able to support myself and use all of the summer to camp around Finland, where ever we want! That's the dream anyway.</div>
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Lately I have been also getting back to digital drawing. I have been working on a gift I owe to a friend of mine, which is terribly late, like always. I'm sorry!</div>
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This summer I have also been addicted to flea markets, since I have had time to go a bit further than just to the local ONE. It's always as exciting to find unique or vintage stuff that you have never seen before. It really makes me wish I'd still live in Pori, there were so many good flea markets a few years back. </div>
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But yeah, I'll try to keep you updated as much as possible as my life (hopefully) changes drastically. Maybe some process photos and plans when I start setting up and building my dressing room and office space! I really hope everything goes as planned for once! So see you soon!</div>
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It's once again time for my yearly Lumous post. This time I won't make any promises on returning to blogging because it seems that every time I do, I will end up not getting anywhere with it. So maybe not promising anything is the key, who knows!</div>
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A lot has been going on and I have new plans for my future and such... But on this post I will only focus on writing about Lumous, let's talk about all that stuff later on.</div>
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So let's go! This year I also went with my own hair, it grows so friggin fast. Before Lumous I had to go to the hairdresser to cut like 15cm it off and give it a slight layering so I could get my hair up properly. So I styled it on friday and went the rest of the days with that hair lol. </div>
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Belts - Second hand<br />
Collar - Killstar<br />
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This year Lumous was held in Pakkahuone instead of the Klubi. Klubi was being renovated. Pakkahuone is pretty large in comparison and it was weird that the place was not full like usually. I kinda like the klubi more since you can get closer to the performers and it's small and cozy. Even though I usually am scared of tightly packed crowds.</div>
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I did not photograph every band we saw, but here's some anyway! </div>
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The Golden Apes, I feel like they were in the Lumous last year as well. But always a pleasure to see them play.</div>
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Das Ich, I believe I saw them in Lumous back in 2015. Here's a link to that post! <a href="https://rikkinainenblogi.blogspot.com/2015/07/lumous-gothic-festival-2015-video.html" target="_blank">Lumous 2015</a></div>
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Bustle Skirt - Emp, Burleska<br />
Lace skirt - Lindex<br />
Cross chain belt - Dollskill<br />
Waist belt - Bikbok<br />
Single chain necklace - Dollskill<br />
Rosary - Glitter<br />
All the other necklaces - Etsy<br />
Lace shirt - Lindex<br />
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Blood Magick from Sweden at the Dog's home. I really found his performance intriguing. While preforming he gave me "the empress" tarot card. I still carry it around in my phone wallet. Still thinking about what it means.</div>
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Murnau's playhouse, they really surprised me, I much enjoyed their performance.</div>
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That night I squeezed myself into this Latex dress from libidex that my boyfriend got for me! I love it! At some point I fell in love with mermaid dresses and skirts, and I just can't have enough.</div>
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The dance society! They were.. a bit odd. I had listened to their songs before but they sounded so different on stage. </div>
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My outfit to the The End Club on Sunday. Had so much fun and met so many lovely people! </div>
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I want to say thank you to everyone who came and said hi to me! I am always so overwhelmed and confused when that happens. And I don't always know how to react to it, and I might react badly if I'm drunk enough... SORRY. Especially the girl who came to say hi when I was at Helsinki seeing She Past away and again now in Lumous. If you are reading thisss pleasse identify yourself, can we be friendsss?? ;u;</div>
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Only thing I bought from Dark Market was this duck skull from MagaLacrima. I laid my eyes on it first thing when I arrived to their table. I didn't snatch it right away but when I went around the tables I only had one thing on my mind: I need the duck skull! So I went back for it, and luckily didn't break it getting it home.</div>
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They had a merch table on the Pakkahuone on Satuday so I snatched some of the Danse society LP's as well as their shirt. Also got a Raven Said tote bag. Earlier that day I had picked up the Siouxsie and the Vrigin Prunes LP's from a local record store. </div>
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I feel like I need to invest in some speakers for my record player. Since the vinyls seem to be starting to pile up.</div>
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Last weekend I was at the Horror and Tease show by Tampere Burlesque! It was kind of a Halloween burlesque-, drag-, sideshow show! I had a blast and I got to bust out my Halloween costume for the first time this year! Hopefully I will have a few more chances to wear it since it was really fun to step out of my comfort zone by wearing no black at all.</div>
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It took me a bunch of time to put this outfit together, I started gathering it months ago. I also had white contact lenses for it.. But well I had never worn contact lenses before and I kinda forgot to practice on putting them on and taking them out so I just decided not to use them that night. They are 1 year lenses though, so if I care for them properly, I will have plenty of time to practice and make use of them!<br />
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Shirt - RQ-BL, Ebay<br />
Skirt - Ebay<br />
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Socks - Punanaamio<br />
Tights - Ebay<br />
Gloves - Boutique LouLou<br />
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I had a whole bunch of compliment on my costume that night and I was so unprepared for it. Oh why must I be so socially awkward. We went to a burger king after the party and it was kinda interesting with all the drunk people out there. It was kinda funny to see how much more people react to this all white outfit. It was so much more than how people react to me when I dress up normally. Which could just be this same outfit in all black.</div>
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Also the bag is from Killstar! It was very difficult to find a bag that was white and still a bag I could wear with everyday clothing too. But I think I found it! Still think I really want this bag in black too!<br />
I have been let down by Killstar in quality quite a few times, but I was pleasantly surprised when I got this bag! I have really no complaints about it yet.</div>
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Here are some pictures from some of the shows. They were all amazing. I can't even decide on a favorite. I had my boyfriend with me and he took all of the pictures this evening and he did a nice job! I had gloves on and I really just wanted to focus on the show that night anyway.</div>
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It was a really fun event and hopefully I get to attend next year as well! I also very much recommend it for everybody! Music was good, atmosphere was good, the host was brilliant.. what's not to like. </div>
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Summer is pretty much over and here comes Fall! I have already busted out all my pumpkins and even picked up a few new ones! Can't wait for next week when I get to go to Tampere and so some Halloween themed shopping.</div>
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Here is a little glimpse of my bookcase! There's a bunch more occult/paranormal/witchcraft etc books elsewhere, but they are not very organized. </div>
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For a small project I have had this new vest under construction. I'm still not sure if it's done. I don't have all my crafts stuff here yet so I might have some more different studs to add. Chains maybe? Suggestions?</div>
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I have a big Munsters patch at the back I tried to take a decent picture but Nipsu had some other ideas. What a cam whore. All of the patches in this vest are from etsy. In my last vest I painted most of the patches myself, but I have run out of my home made patches and it's such a time consuming thing that I just thought fuck dat. </div>
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The shops the patches are form are <i>TheCellarPatches, EvilThreadPatches</i> and <i>neoshiki. </i> If you want some good patches for yourself</div>
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I finally got my kittie home. Though I have been worried about him a lot since we split him and the other cat Pippuri from each other in the break up. He seems fine though, he just needs someone to play with him every day since he's very playful. We are thinking about getting a friend for him later on.</div>
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I have this picture on top of our tv since I do find myself missing Pippuri every once in a while. </div>
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As for other live updates. I have my halloween costume all planned out! Some of the things I ordered for if have yet to arrive but I'm hoping they come in time. Next week on the weekend, me any my boyfriend are planning on a trip to Tampere to a Horror and tease Show! A halloween party with a whole bunch of burlesque, drag and sideshows! I'm hoping on wearing my costume then! There's also a halloween party my friend is throwing but it kinda overlaps with Sexhibition so we don't really know where we are going.</div>
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Also super excited! My boyfriend and his friends rented out a big space near us where we can fix and restore cars! So immediately I jumped on the phone and bought my other dream car form my dad! It's a Volkswagen Transporter (T2). It's quite not the Hippie bus, well it looks pretty much exactly like the iconic hippie bus except the front end is somewhat different. Google it if you want. Or wait for pictures of it when we get it hauled over. It needs work, and I have never restored a car before, but luckily my boyfriend is there to guide me every step of the way. </div>
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My plans are to turn it in to a some sort of camper van, at the moment the back is empty, so it's a good clean slate. Maybe I'll paint the car black, put a roof rack on it? We shall see! So I'm sorry there is just going to be some pictures of it along the way! </div>
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I also started inktober! For the first time ever, I'm hoping on getting all the way through it!</div>
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