Thursday 12 May 2016

It's not Terminal

Oops some time has passed since my last entry. So now I have a lot of stuff to tell you, haha.

It's the time of the year when 90% of people I follow on social media start migrating to Germany. And I get this terribly envy. Just one part of me that thinks I should kill everyone who's going because I can't go, no one else should get to go either. Ahahaa sorry. xD

But well at least I can dress fancy anyway.

Kinda helps that they started selling Lumous Gothic festival tickets and I already bought mine!

Velvet jacket thing - Second Hand
Velvet Skirt - Ebay
Shoes - Demonia, Second hand
Bat choker - Hellobatty, Storenvy
I love this velvet coat thingy! Thought it has some weird droopy fabrics that are weirdly placed.. I pinned some of those inside the coat so they wont be in the way.

To tell you the truth. I haven't been updating much since I was depressed. This might sound stupid, but I was sure I had a horrible disease that was killing me. Even thought I didn't feel ill or much anything else at all. I was already saying good bye to the world.

Two days ago I finally got myself to the gynecologists office, for her to confirm or.. not confirm my fears. All in all, whole time, in my mind, I knew I was insane to even think it, but I guess my mind is just crazy like that.

Well you might have guessed that she found nothing at all. After this I was 99,99% more happy and sure I was healthy, but there's this 00,01% at the back of my brain thinking that she just missed something. OMG stop it brain!

Sorry the wig's a mess after a log day, lol.

I finished the smaller version of the spiderweb tiara. It's pretty but I'm not sure if I might make another one that's a bit neater. Someone requested a diy tutorial on these but I'm not sure since I'm not very good at explaining it maybe..?


 While I was away I went to Helsinki to see my friend! Well we mostly just went from a bar to bar all night. I was supposed to do a kinda video on it at first, but you know how things are when you are having too much fun.. You forget anything else haha!

I finally got to go the Steam Hellsinki! Which is a steam punk themed bar in Helsinki. It is gorgeous! I especially love how they did their toilets! Sorry I don't have a picture of that but you have to go see for yourself! We also went to the "Götan Maailma" which is kinda oddity antique store. It was a lot smaller than I had thought but there were still many pretty items that were a bit too much for my wallet I'm afraid.

I only bought some big round sunglasses from Aurinko since it's very hard to find the right kind anywhere.


We also went to the garden fair here in Pori a few weeks ago! From there I got these two cuties for my mom for mothers day. Both of them are already happily in her garden. The other one is a Banana Mint and I have no idea what the other one is in english but it's a "Riippuva verenpisara". Lazily translated "Hanging blood drop". It's gets the most beautiful flower!

In the gaming department I have been addicted to Heroes of Might and Magic III. I have loved this game ever since I was just a kid and I finally bought the add-on's I hadn't played before. It's so amazing.. You know, to have all this new content on the game you have played over and over again.. YES!

But yeah I'll be getting back to updating more often now. See you soon!

22 comments:

  1. Germany ist not that great....
    I´d love to move to Finland! :DD

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    1. Well it is when it's holding the worlds biggest goth music festival! :D
      Finland ain't that great either, haha!

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  2. oot niin nuori, että ehdit vielä hyvin tänne ;) mäkin haaveilin wgt:stä 15-vuotiaasta ja olin 28 kun pääsin xD

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    1. No jooooo, noh jos hyvin käy niin ensi vuonna sitten! :D

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  3. Mä ihan unohdin koko wgt:n. :D Olis kyllä kiva käydä sekin katsastamassa jonain vuonna.
    Tykkään tosta pienemmästä tiarasta enemmän kun siitä edellisestä. On hieno. :)

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    1. Oisinpa määkin.. toisaalta vähän hankalaa kun kaikki instassa ja facessa postaa siittä. 8'D Voih itse yritän mennä ensi vuonna mutta nyt se tuntuu vielä niin kaukaiselta.. :D
      Voi kiitos :')

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  4. Oh dear, suffering from depression is the worst. It's terrifying how malfunction of your own mind can actually try to kill you harder than body illnesses. It's good you found your comfort and your way out of this mental hell.
    I love the coat <3 And please do a tutorial for the tiara!

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    1. It sure is, I'm sure glad it's mostly all over now. Weird how mind can be so strong.
      Ahh well.. maybeeeee xD

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  5. I’m so sorry that you’ve been dealing with this—health scares can be awful. I’m glad the gynecologist found nothing, and that you’re doing better. I hope that things continue to get better, and yes, please do a tutorial on the spider web tiara! It’s gorgeous!
    I’ll also have to check out Heroes of Might and Magic III; I’ve been looking for new video games to play.

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    1. I'm so glad too. Thank you :)
      Well.. I probably will, just have to figure out if I do it with pictures or video..

      You'll have to check it out! But if you are going to get it, don't get the hd edition from steam, since it doesn't have the add-ons on it. There's a version with the add-ons on gog.com. :)

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  6. Well so maybe you sent us that horrible cold weather this year? XD i am sure one day you will be able to come to wgt as well! Hoping the heath stuff will be back to normal soon!

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    1. Maybe xD Next year is the hope for wgt! If I can handle the thought of doing it alone.. :D

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  7. Mullakin yhä edelleen takaraivossa jäytää se sama pelko siitä että jossain on joku tappava tauti. Nyt se vain on siirtyny kohdusta sydämeen, olen yhtäkkiä kovin peloissani siitä että pumppu tostanoinvaan pettää -____-

    Tule wgt:hen ens vuonna niin hengataan <3 Yritän päästä myös ekaan Lumoukseeni tänä kesänä :D

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    1. Että on kyllä ikävää. :< En tiedä kyllä miten siitä tunteesta pääsis eroon. Ikävää ajatella semmoista.

      Tulen! Tai ainakin parhaani säästämisessä yritän. Mutta luulisi sen onnistuvan jos säästämisen aloittaa jo tän kesän lumouksen jälkeen. :D Tule tule tule lumoukseen! Sielläkin olisi kiva nähdä! :>

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    2. Sitten Saksasta saat shoppailla halpoja meikkejä varastoon oikein kunnolla ;)

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  8. Where can I find a wig like yours? My hair is close to it but still short.

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    1. It's from ebay. Sometimes it might be a mess to try to find a good wig there though, cause you'll never know what you'll get. Here's the one I have: http://www.ebay.com/itm/380997105690?var=650325907526&ssPageName=STRK:MESINDXX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1436.l2649

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